To have a blood test to make sure she is doing well enough for her second chemo session. She is doing ok most of the time but it it is so hot here she’s very sleepy. She is still being a picky eater but i don’t think its because she has no appetite I think she just wants me running around after her cooking her eats and human food. I think I forget that even before amputation Dizzy could be very lazy especially in the hot weather
I know i shouldn’t say it but I’m worried that we didn’t get to the tumour in time even though the x ray of her chest was clear i just have a feeling and i had a feeling she had cancer before it was even an idea in the vets head. That statement is out there now so maybe I will feel better for just having expressed it.
well, you can worry and you can be fearful…but remember – fear is a stealer of joy. whether you caught it in time or not, you’re doing the best you can. everything you do for dizzy is done cause you love her, so just know that and try to enjoy every day as a gift you guys can share together. like dizzy, we too are major supporters of the ‘medicinal nap’ concept and try to implement it whenever possible.
charon & gayle
etgayle is right Ma, stay focused on the NOW, this very moment, because no matter what you can’t change the past and the future is not a given. All we have is the here and the now, so why not make the most of it? I know that’s a hard thing to do when you’re facing cancer, but it’s possible, I swear.
Hope your doctor appointment was good! Let us know OK?